I need to do somthing about it, my car is nice, and all but I mean thats all I have. I have a damn car, a job, and I live with my pops.
I want to get a second job, but I don't want to be burned out, and I refuse to do so. I need to work and make money, but where I am now, Im making chump change, and I can't do it anymore, and won't do it anymore. I got to do somthing, but with no help, we shall see.
I would love to move out, but can't without saving money, and with no money left to save after bills, I can't very much do that now can I ? And I don't want to live at home with dad forever, I want to go back to school, but I don't have the money for that, and wouldn't have the time to if I got a 2nd job. So here I am stuck between 2 spots, and not knowing what to do about it. I guess I can just sit back and see what happens, it sucks, but I don't really have much of a choice in the matter? I would love to get out of home, start school, and live my life how I want to. Everyone else has their parents, or a man to help them, but guess what??? I don't have either, and I shouldnt need either. I don't get the pleasure of my man making mad dough, and me not having to do shit. And I don't have the pleasure of having parents making mad dough, and just pay for my shit. It just doesn't happen like that for everyone, but damn I wish it did. I don't want nor need a man right now, and I don't want or need my parents to whipe my ass for me, when I am capable on my own to do it, when the time comes. I just hope that time is sooner than later, cuz damit this helpless feeling sucks like you wouldn't believe.
Well wish me luck, and sorry about that above shit, but I needed to vent, and might as well in a blog huh?
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