:: Typical Tuesday ::

Well, just figured out that I have to find a new dentist! This sucks!!!!
Owell...

Had some bomb ass spagetti lastnight at Graces house, made me feel like a little kid again eating a home cooked meal, It was awsome, thanks again girly!!! Andrew is so cute, he didn't want to eat the onion, but then all of a sudden he was like oh "the nasty stuff isn't nasty anymore" that was so cute !!! At least he ate some food!!

Went home, well to g-mas house, and chilled there hadnt been laying down for 5 minutes and I was knocked out!!! Sooo now I am here and well working like I always do!

Holler, Im going to find a new dentist!

:: Family Sucks ::

some of the time they damn sure do...

I am sure there are plenty of people in the same boat that I am in right now!
Dealing with family members who are STILL babying another from some childhood mess, I mean come on he is 22 guys not 12 or even 21 i mean damn, pop ur tittie out his mouth and stop babyin him, its god damn annoying!!! I can't handle it anymore, you guys are letting him get away with anything and everything. I want to slit my damn wrists right now, thats how bad you guys "care" about what he does and thinks. Come on act like I didnt hear you g-ma sitting in the den whispering to him about me and my dog, i mean wtf, some family if your keeping secrets from me in the OTHER ROOM you idiots. I do have ears, and am well aware of you speaking in "secret" in the other room, GOD, yall blow my mind. And then I try and talk to YOU about a situation and I am told to hush and to drop it, I mean come on, your precious retard in the other room gets to say what he is thinking, but I have to put my shit on hold?? This is not a message board people, I have somthing to say NOW, I am not leaving a message, so that you can get back to me whenever!?!? Grrrrrrr, is all Imma say! Yall annoy the dog piss out of me! I swear to god!

Love family, but damn do I also hate them somtimes. (not actual hate)

:: Weekend of fun fun fun ::

Had a blast this weekend, can't wait til next to repeat its-self.....

Sooo Friday night, Me,Lisa,Grace, Craig, and Ben went and saw the Simpsons Movie.... Totally hilarious, glad I went, we were deeef. weak thru-out whole thing ::holds up middle finger:: Lmao. When it hits Cinema will have to go see it again. Thennn we went to Wally World to get seat covers for Grace's mustang, and I had to get an air freshner. Brandi called and said we should come out there and see her and stay the night, so we decided to do that. And we dragged Grace out there with us also. Had fun, didn't do anything but be lazy and lay on the couchs, and chill. Irie was so adorable, thats my baby cakes....

Me and Grace got up on Sat. morning and headed back towards our houses. Grace went home and did her thing, then we went and got pedicures, to which mine is already messed up. lol. Then I kicked it at my house for a bit, then ran and said hi to nikki and sara. To which BTW im not tryna get up with either one of you for a MINUTE, if i don't call them, I wouldn't hear from them, so F them both, lol.....Lisa and I then both went over and saw Jason and Dylan for a little bit, which was nice. Them two tho, are trouble makers, and need some DARE reps around, lol, not that me and Lisa are DARE reps, but we try and keep them out of trouble. They were going up to Gills, so we went over and visited Danielle, and them at their house. Which was nice to see them, we straight kicked it for a couple hours, was so comfy in my chair with my feet up, then Jamie got comfy and put his feet up too, we were all str8 chillen/relaxin. I had the best night sleep in awhile, I was knocked out on Graces couch I'm telling u....

Sunday morning I awoke to Craig standing over me laughing at me, he was laughing because when he woke me up I was startled and freaked out, lol, sorry Craig, your lucky I didn't swing lol. Cuz any other time I woulda been whoopin somones ass. lol So I ran home and got my bathing suite on, and headed back to Graces house. Parked the neon got in the stang and we were off for a fun time at Back Bay jet skiing. I love going out there, other than the occasional snake that they see out there, we have a blast! Hauling ass across the water and whipping around, going crazy is sooooooo much fun. I rode out with Wayne, and we went WAY out there, and the water was really choppy and we just were air born half the time, was alot of fun!! Wish I could get my own jet ski, and take it out there. That would be so fun! Craig and Grace let me ride theirs all the time, Thankyou btw, cuz I have a blast!!! Grace went out with me this time, it was so fun! She is getting used to the jet ski's and loves it. Can't wait to go again next weekend if we decide to go again, me and Grace are sun burned from hell, but thats ok, it will turn into a tan sooner or later! lol...

Went over and saw my puppy after we left out in Pungo, had to take her some food, and spend some time with her for a little bit. Then I went home and was knocked out by 10:15. There was no way I could keep my eyes open, I tried... lol

Now I am cont. another work week of crap. But owell I love my job.

:: Thank God its Friday ::

And well tonight I am going to see the simpson's at 10:20pm with Grace,Lisa,Craig, and Ben, we are all going to watch the movie and geek out! Than who knows what we will be getting into. So hit me up!

Tomorrow we have planned to go to Linda's baby shower at wherever it is! And then get into somthing im sure! Not sure yet what we are gonig to be doing, but im sure somthing, maybe be at grace's house with them!

Sunday is going to be THE day, we are going to jet skiing all day, CANT WAIT, to go, i had so much fun last weekend when we went so I def. can't wait. I hope my lisa goes with us out there, and hangs with us, she will be weak the whole time I'm sure.. If people fall and shit, she will be the one on the beach laughing at us! And I wish she was there last weekend when me and Shane went out, he got on, right after that I got on, and then plop we fell over to the left and had to get back on, that was so funny, i was laughing so hard! Lisa def. woulda been dyin! so lets just hope she wants to go with us!

I dont have anything to write about cept that im glad its friday!!! so have a good weekend everyone!

:: LOL, all Imma say ::

Welllll Wellllll, work went pretty good yesterday, was pretty chill, glad its Thurs. tho, doesn't feel like it, dang this week flew by. Me, Grace, Andrew and Jessica went to eat lastnight at FatMan's at the ocean front. Was sooooo sooooo good, and so was our nice crisp cold beverage! Thnx for the thought of it Jess, the fries were GONE, haha the hot dog was bomb as hell too, OMG I want another one. lol

We walked around for a little bit, didn't see too many people out walking, saw a few driving/riding the bikes tho. We went to Ben and Jerry's and had a BOMB ass ice cream cone, was truley amazing. lol didn't finish it tho, was melting too fast! Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough, hmmmmm and a waffle cone, and sprinkles. I am such a kid, sorry! After we killed all that sugar, we ended up going back to the car, and calling it a night for the beach!

I decided that I wanted to go see Brent so we rolled out to Derby from there. Riva,Nicky,Eugene,Brent, and Lisa were all kicken it, and also Smitty, can't forget my buddy. Lisa and Brent were going to go see a movie, I on the other hand who had NO SLEEP the night before thanks to YOU, ended up not going. And I am not even going to comment on any other event from that neighborhood, just goin to say, friends aren't all they crack up to be! Let me buy your food, and ........................ (don't feel like hearing myself bitch). Sooooooooooo ended up going by and seeing Guinevere for a little while, then I called it a night!!!!

Now my day has started off nicely so far. Hope it doesn't take any turns, not really up to par with having a bad day. Mom is coming into see me today, and get a stress echo done, for she has been throwing up blood and wants to rule out cardiac. THIS IS GREAT isn't it? Yeah, sorry for her, I hope she gets better, of course thats my mommy!!! But damn can my family get ONE damn break on some health problems??????? Somone is always dying/sick/getting diagnosed/hurt, somthing, I mean shit! But guess I know what to look forward to huh?? Just hope later than sooner! Well hope everyone enjoys their day!!

Dueces!

:: NEVER again I swear ::

NEVER again will I stay at Jessica's house on a work night, I am so glad that YOU don't have to get up early in the morning, because YOU don't work, but I def. was kept up until freakin 2am this morning, or later, cuz you were being loud as shit..... THEN when somone tells you to be quiet cuz I was sleep, you were like why are you telling me to be quiet!! ONCE AGAIN, I am sorry you don't have to work in the morning BUT I did....... Granet I could have gone home, but still have some respect! I love you but, I am EVIL when somone wakes me up for ABSOLUTELY NO reason at all.

Meanwhile, the night was ok, we str8 kicked it watching TV all night, then just crashed!! Played on the computer for a little while, and then watched some show about the Yankee's (boo) and then I was sleep the next min. I looked up! I def. cleaned their ENTIRE house lastnight. Was on a cleaning spree, lol. ANDDDD, now I have to have Missy out of there by August 1st. Hope G-ma will let her stay there, I am sure she will, but I don't know what I am going to do about that dog man!! THIS IS WHY I GAVE HER THE HELL AWAY!!! OMFG!!! GRRRRR, I am so irritated right now, that dog, has caused me SO much stress, you would not believe. I may have to give her away, not even kidding, I just can't do it anymore. But of course this is what happens to LAUREN MICHELLE BRADLEY! lol. Just my damn luck.

Well my poor Lisa had to turn around and come home, from going to Silverchair yesterday, I felt so bad for her, she was so excited about going to the concert! But Noooooo, YOU wanted a damn beer, haha, i love YOU!, haha but you wanted a beer, so Lisa lost her ID, lol, and I lost my damn key, glad you don't want nothing of yours broken... I LOVE YOU THO! hehe, just giving you a hard time! But she couldn't go to the concert, and it was a sold out concert, so she couldn't just buy another ticket! :-( but we will go to the concert in Aug. and have a blast, so we will make up for it!

Im out!

:: LRW, and her abortion ::

Lmao, not even going to tell you what she said after that, TOO mean/wrong/f'd up. Lol....

WEll this is really gay, Lisa whom is on her way to DC to see Silverchair, is now on her way home, for she lost her ID, again, and can't show her ID to get her tickets, and the concert is SOLD OUT, so there is no way that they can just buy her a new one, and call it a day! Not happening!!! Soooooooo, now she is on her way home, trying not to throw up, from how MAD she is!!! I feel ya, thats how I was yesterday, literally thought I was going to get sick to my stomache. WEllllllllllllllllllllll, def. not the best feeling to have in your stomache trust me! Hope you at least have a fun birthday Lisa, I know it is ruined by now, but hope it turns a little bit in a better direction! Love you!

And F venue's at this point in time, j/k i can understand them needing ID, but DAMN DAMN DAMN!

:: 2day has started SO much better ::

Well this morning has started off already pretty nicely......
BTW Happy Birthday Lisa! Going to miss you today, but you better have a blast!!!

Well got off of work lastnight and took the neon up to see Norvel, who is my dads friend from resuce! Hadn't been up to the station in ALONG time, so it was kinda nice to be there and see it, after so long. Well Norvel, whom is a locksmith, fixed my key problem, and ignition problem. My father, the best dad ever, once again dug me out of a hole, and damn do I thank him with ALL my heart. If it wasn't for him, I would have bald tires, and a broken car, and would either A. Get into an accident or B. lose my job. So thankyou pops, I love you!!!

Well then I ran over to see my dog for a little bit, and took her on a nice walk! She has been using the potty in the house for some reason, I am going to beat her butt if she keeps it up! But thats my baby! Love spending time with her, wish I could spend ALL my time with her, but I can't with this job, and living circumstances. Frisco is getting big, our prego lil babii cat. She has grown up SO much since I first met her, and I am excited for the kittens, I can't wait. Wish I could have one, but I also still have my baby Jinx at my moms house. Miss her SO much! But its ok, I will see her soon!

Today Lisa is going out of town, to go see Silverchair. She has been waiting FOREVER to go, she won't stop talking about them. Hope you have fun Lisa, Love ya!!

I am going to go ahead and end this one, before I wriite TOOOO much.... Write back lata!

:: As the devil bares her nasty head ::

Welllllllllllllllllllll, $120 to fix the neon's key problem, thing is I DO NOT HAVE $120 to do it, and I can't drive around with half a key in the ignition. I am SOOOO mad right now I could spit nails. I literally think I may throw up, EVERYWHERE, I can not take this stress ANYMORE. I want to go climb into a cornor and sleep, because when I am asleep I don't have to deal with this!

I can not believe this is happening to me, I was fine until 3pm yesterday! I CAN NOT believe this! What did I do that was sooo wrong to this earth, for me to be singled out (even tho im not the only one with problems) constantly this is happening to me, at least 3 times a year. Straight financial problems/personal problems, that is stressing me out to no end. I am going to have a head full of grey hair, in about a week if this keeps up! My hair is light enough as is, i mean shit, can a girl get a break for once in her life???? Got rid of the boyfriend to be stress free, and its only getting worse

well hope you all are having a much better time than me.

:: According to me, my life sucks ::

WElllll welllll welllllll....This weekend was alot of fun! Right up until the end.

Let me go ahead and start from the begginning. Friday night I got off of work, went to the tanning bed, then went home and showered. Got dressed and went to Jessica's house for a little while. I then went home to eat some dinner, while Jessica and etc. ate dinner also. Then I ended up back over at Jessica's for about 2.5 minutes, until I was ready to go!! I ended up going over to Danielle's house to hangout with her,Jessica,MiMi,Rosa,Dwayne,Jamie,Jer, and the girl Jessica from the OV apartment(the one who stole ish). Well we kicked it over there for a little while, Jessica stayed home, and I don't really remember where Lisa was! Well about 1:30am I had about enoguh I could take for one day. And called it a night!!!!! Thnx 2 Dani again for the hook up, xoxo babez.

Thennnnnnnn Sat. I actually got to sleep in, but only til about 12. Got up, and got Jessica from the oceanfront, so that we could go to my house to shower/etc. to go to Nicky's moms birthday party. Grace met up with us at my house to drive us, we knew we were going to drink, and didn't want me driving. Soooooo, then we went over to Nicky's house to hang out with them. Started off playing wii bowling. It was alot of fun. Then we started the beer pong table. We were all having a blast, just playing the game, and chillen out! T-rav,Titties,Sarah,Brent,Grace,Jessica,Myself,Nicky,TJ(nicky brother), Justin,Mom and Dad, and a few others were playing and gettin down on that table. RIGHT UP UNTIL, Justin (whom we all said not to invite) started his normal drunk A hole atitude. Well he couldn't find somthing(that wasn't even his) so he started to get smart with Nicky's mom. So then Grace and Sarah spoke up, and said you need to watch who you are talking to, and from that point on it exploded. Nicky's mom and dad both told Justin to leave, well of course its Justin, he is going to run his mouth into the dirt. So then he tries to get his beer to leave, and Nicky's dad starts yelling at him to leave at right that second. Then Nicky pipes into it, and starts to push Justin out of the front door. Then John(nickys dad) follows him outfront. Nicky tries to stop her dad from killing Justin. Lmao, I woulda not even spoke a sentance to my father, for he woulda punch his damn face in, as soon as Justin started to talk back. Sooooooo, I can't really say tooo toooo much. Cept don't cross Scott Bradley via the future. lol. Well then Sarah, and I got his beer pong table, and took it to him, so that he could leave. And he did. That was THAT. NIcky I swear, No comment.
Well then we went to brent's house and saw them for a little bit. Jessica and I were ready to go to sleep by 10pm. And we were in bed knocked out by 11pm, so I guess we were close. lol. Earliest in a LONG time that I was in bed that early. But guess we both needed some rest.

Well woke up MAD early, and jess was sitting there playing on the lap top. Awww, was so cute she was sitting all alone, mad early just chillen, watching cartoons. Aw felt like I was 10 all over again. WAking up MAD early to watch cartoons on the weekends. I miss being a little kid. At about 11 Grace called about going jet skiing, so I got up and met them at my house. Had a BLAST out on the water, I had been wanting to go out SOOO bad, and finally got to go. Hope we can do that every Sunday. I even went in the tubes, it was a blast! You have no idea...Wish Jessica had gone with us! And next time I hope I have batteries for my camera!! But thankyou Grace and Craig, I can't wait to go again somtime. We left about 330 to head home to get ready for the concert. We all went to the concert and had a blast! 311 is awsome! I was jammin out SO hard, so was lisa, Jessica, and the ENTIRE crowd. Love that type of crowd, no mosh pits, and just everyone jammin, and listening, not trying to kill each other!!! FUN FUN FUN. Can't wait to go to another one. Only down fall of the evening is, Jessica broke my key off in my ignition. At least my car will start, if not I would SNAP! I am not mad at her personally, I am just mad that SOMONE ELSE has caused me to have to spend money to fix somthing. I am completely over it! That car has caused so much stress in my life, I wish it would jsut go away, but I also don't want to see somone driving my car around VB trying to claim they did the work to it. Plus thats my baby, it just needs to get the curse away from it.! THANKS Stevo.! So I ended up crawling into bed at about 1 this morning, and now I am awake and at work! isn't it just great, how fast the weekend goes by, every time!?!? SYKE I hate it.

Well not much else to say, so I am outta here!

:: OMFG 311 YAY! ::

I am going to the 311 concert, I am sooooooooo freakin excited/happy/anxious/omfg right now! I can't wait, I have wanted to go to a 311 concert since I was in like 9th grade. Used to listen to them all the time. Then when I met lisa and brandi I found out they listened to them also, now I am not like the HUGE fan that they are, but I damn sure am a fan. I have always wanted to go to a 311 concert down on the beach. That would be sooo sootheing/relaxed. I can't freakin wait.

This weekend is going to be awsome, tonight there are no plans yet, cept coppin those tickets. Then who knows. Sat. we have Nicky's moms b-day at her house. Its a all day cookout/party deal, that her mom is letting Nicky invite people to come play beer pong/flip cup! I can't wait for tomorrow we are going to be GONE, by like 4pm watch, all us alcoholics. lol. Then Sunday morning I am getting up early to with Grace/Craig to go jet skiing. Going to be REALLY careful, I am not going to miss this concert, if I do I will be one MAD ass girl!And everyone in VA will know this. Soooooooo as of right now, Me,Jess,Lisa,Grace,Craig and 2 of Craigs friends are going to the concert + Lindsey and her man! Going to be a bunch of us up in there chillan. We are going to have sooo much fun I cannot freaking wait! This is def. going to be the topic of everything, and I know tomorrow me,lisa,jess are goign to be str8 wylin bout this concert! I can fore-see it in my vision. Esp. Lisa she is def. a HUGE concert person! Ahhhh, im so excited.

Besides that, not much goin on, lastnight went and saw my spouse at Nicky's house, then went out with guinavere for a little while to meet some dude, that was hott haha, and then they went to the bar while i went and did a couple things, then met her at wendys and we went home. Well neither of us did, haha, she went back to the beach, and I went to the bowling alley to meet lisa,nicky,cindie,justin(ugh :-D) and her parentals. Then I went home, and crashed! That damn storm that came thru woke me up, scared the hell outta me! lol. Then i woke up this morning, and now am at work, and have I ever said that I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY MOTHER! to death. hehe, she is the reason I am going, mothers are so awsome, because without them, half of us wuoldnt be able to do jack! I just hope I am the same way one day! Can't wait. (4 sun. not to be a mom) haha. I defffffffff. can wait for alla that drama/crap/doo doo/crying/puking! haha...

Well I am out! Be back later Im sure!

:: Maybe just maybe he is watching my back for me ::

Well I def. just typed alot of stuff, that is now gone thnx computer! I appreciate that one!!

Girls, Girls, Girls, that song comes to mind, cuz I am shaking my heads saying it!
They always buckin when I am not around, when will it be my turn? Grrr......
I don't like hearing about it, I like seeing it, but its always at 2am in the morning, when I can't be around for it, seeing as I have a job that I have to be at home by a decent hour, so that I can get up and be at my job early the next morning!!! Grrrrrr Grrrrrrrr Grrrrrrr. But it is all gravy, the day will come soon I hope! If not F it, maybe I am just not meant to kill somone! lol.....(not literally) def. not that serious! lol


Well just thought I would share my irritation with the USA, for just a min.

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:: So glad that IIIII have a life ::

Well, not too much to say, think the subject speaks it all....

Got off work lasntight, went home, and of course cleaned my car, liek I said I was going to do. Had to that thing looks like a wreck....So then I went and saw Jessica,Missy,Josh,Weezy,and Frisco for a little while. Our never seen friend Lindsey came by with her boy, they were on the bike they suck!!!, and they kicked it with us for a bit.....

Lisa the magician she is, hit me and Jess up, and told us that they were at Southend drinking, and chillen, so we decided to go up there and kick it with them for a little while. Nicky,Lisa,Josh,Dylan,Jesse,Scotty,Sean,Jessica,MaryAnne,and a few others were up there and we all jsut sat and chit chatted. I found a new love for a new beer. It was called Land Shark, it was a mix between Corona/Margarita/tequila, I can't really explain the taste to you, its a have to try situation. But I can tell you this, its not strong like tequila, and doesnt have that wierd after taste that corona has either. Its very good, esp. cold. I attacked Josh's, so they brought me my own, then I drank a glass of water, then another beer. It was alot of fun. Pickens kepts giving me his budlight, im so proud that he is drinking beer now, my brother has come into the cool world. Lol....love my budlight tho, so don't get it twisted Land Shark will never be as good as my Bud.

Well Sat. is Nicky's moms birthday, can't wait for that, we are going to be torn up. Her mom and dad want to play beer pong!?!? And Nicky is allowed to invite her friends via BYOB. We are all going to be twisted. Lol, can't wait. Her parents are awsome! Nicky is going to be going buck wild, me of course I will be, but with the parentals there, we won't be going too insane! Lol.....I say that now tho, esp. when me and lisa get going, we will be having mom dukes dancing on the table by the end of the night, we can hope! HAHA Nicky would lose it. But hey got to lighten them up somehow, even tho they are already pretty laid back as it is.
At work now, its 11:50 and well, lunch is coming up soon! This week has dragged/went fast. It just depends on the moods in the room I guess, when we are all chit chatting the day flys by, but when noone is talking and its mad quiet then yeah, it drags like a mafaka......I want to be with my Lisa right now, I want to be dying. I'm in a geekful (ew don't use that word lauren) I am in a FUNNY mood! haha. Amanda can go to hell with alllllah that!

Duece Dueces, I am sure I will be writing this afternoon some more, when I get bored of course of course!

:: Just another damn day ::

Well today has just been another day in the cardiovascular world, people trippen thinking they are going to die tomorrow, and people who could, and are just going with the flow! Hate to hear of any deaths, I mean I would hate to lose a family member, but life sucks, and thats how it goes.

Looking to go wash the neon when I get off work, and then going to go kick it with Josh at his house. And Jessica, since she is home now! Got to go see my puppy too, and check on her arms, cuz she went to the vet yesterday.

Well thanks to my Lisa, I read somones blog today, that had me dying, def. entertaining, kinda like wanting to check it ilke my horoscope everyday, to see what all she writes, she had me dying uncontrollablly.I couldn't answer the phones at work cuz I was laughing too hard. haha, so im looking forward to more of her blogs!

WEll nothing new in my life cept, a uncle that needs to come see me, and get away from all the doctors in Richmond, those pansies. I can't stand retarted docs, do they not realize you are caring for somones loved one? Cuz you def. act like you don't, if you don't want to help, then HELLO DONT BECOME A DOCTOR! I mean what in the fuck. Don't make no sense to me at all. But there goes that LIFE thing again. SHITTY!

WEll figured I wuold give a lil piece before I peaced out!

Talk to you all tomorrow!